Xmas here again~

About 20 times is probably the amount of time that I have actually celebrated christmas knowingly. But that's not important at all. I have just added it in for fun. There was actually a huge inner battle within me. Question was: To Blog or Not To Blog.

Reasons for blogging to put it simply, its CHRISTMAS!

Reasons for not blogging, nothing really big happened.

But for the sake of this sarced day, I've decided to post a little something that I discovered on the eve on Christmas. Another strange button discovered on a elevator in a carpark near or at Hong Kong Street! Last time it was a start button. This time it says "stop". Was seriously tempted to press it, but logic told me that its wouldn't be a well thought through thing cause it says stop. What if it shuts down the lift? What if stops all of our organs from working properly? What if it stops time? I seriously don't want to be the one who causes the world to end you know... XD

Anyway~
メッリクリスマス

Mystery of the Day

Its hasn't been the most exciting of days with me going to school working on my FYP, after tat heading down to the bowling alley to check out my "new found" ball. Was pretty happy with it as I self concluded that no money needs to be spend on it at the moment for alterations to the holes.


Anyway, the main topic for today would be the visit to a "restaurant" at Katong. It was pretty awesome, the burger. Can beat Carl's Juniors in terms of both size and taste. Its so tall that I was only able to eat 3/4 its height per bite without over straining my jaws. It brought light to the case of why burgers don't normally get any bigger then that. After the visit, I saw something that I missed the previous time I was in the lift.... It actually had a "start" button. Now, wonder what does that button do? Any ideas? PS: forgot that I wanted to talk about Disney Princesses... guess that will have to wait :P

Prelude....

I've just noticed that I haven't been blogging much. From like maybe 10+ postes a month to 3 for last month. Maybe I'll try to blog a bit more just to help myself remember stuff. Just noticed that my memory is really going the wrong direction.

Anyway, I'll keep this entry short. Its just a prelude to what's to come.

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my work with Snow White, Cinderella, Aurora and Herald(aka Prince Leo) and the GROs ^.^

Meet and Greet Disney Princesses!

Hi~ Hello~ Good evening! Welcome to Compass Point! How nice to see all of you out here today. Its time to get ready~

*prepares*

What a wonderful day. What wonderful prince and princesses in waiting I see out here today. It is a day of fun and fantasy. I am please to annouce that some of our most famous Disney princesses are here for you today! Ladies and gentlemen, prince and princesses in waiting, let us welcome the princess of wishes, Snow White!

*Snow White Song*

Ladies and gentlemen, prince and princesses in waiting, let us welcome the princess of love, Cinderella!

*Cinderella Song*

Ladies and gentlemen, prince and princesses in waiting, let us welcome the princess of dreams, Aurora, sleeping beauty!

*Sleeping Beauty Song*

Ladies and Gentlemen, prince and princesses in waiting, I present to you our Disney princesses! Our Disney princesses have invited all of you on stage with them for a meet and greet, and picture moment. Welcome aboard!

*Very long and endearing session*

Thank you all of you for joining us today. Its time to bid farewell to our princesses. Good bye Snow White. Good bye Cinderella. Good bye Aurora.

*Princesses Exit*

Prince and princesses in waiting, as I say good bye, remember that all dreams that begin in your heart will most certainly come true. All you need is dreams, love, wishes, a little luck and pixie dust. Thank you and good bye!

*exits*


P.B.(post blog) seriously... I think I'm too free~ *wahaha*

bLuR LaZy haRd woRkeR~

It's been some time since the last entry. Have been busy with exam period procrastination, games, bowling and real exam studies(minority). But to date, I've cleared(meaning taken, not necessarily means I've passed them) 5 papers, one more to go. Out of the 5, 3 are actually pretty doubtful, and I'm really afraid to fail. First time I've felt like that all my uni life. Somehow, it makes me feels like my uni life has just began, rather than having been in uni for 3 years already.

Life has always been me, being blur, lazy, sometimes accidentally or passionately hardworking. Strangely, nowadays, all the effort I've put into life actually have turned out not too good. In fact, personally, I've considered most of it wasted as I've never really developed my talents or made good use of my passion. It really gets me hating myself bit by bit as I learn in life that mistakes are normally, if not, always your own fault. Self blame plagued my life and I'm just starting to think that I seriously should get the better of myself and improve the situation. If not, I might be forever wallowing in self pity and stuff like that. Really have learn to be a better man... like in that Robbie Willams song...

Devilish Angel? Angelic Devil?

A late happy bday to shan jie, and a happy zeroth birthday to my niece, borned 15th... Excatly on the same day as shan jie~ was at the hospital to see my new niece, got me thinking if she'll turn out to be one of those devilish angel or angelic devil peoson. I feel that life not gonna be pretty much the same after her, but well, I hope stuff changes for the better.

More strange discovery: Waiter at Mr Bean's Cafe has a digital Casio watch that's dry on batteries. Wonder when time will it be when he notices it~ =p

pRoCraStiNatiOn! >.<

Its the time of the half year where procrastination is worse than ever. Its a time when you got all the time in the world, but simply refuse to do what you are supposed to do. It is.... exam time...

Well, happens to be I have a maple account to revive, a blog to write, warbook to conquer, facebook to manage, TV to watch, sports to train and even sleep to catch (even though I already had plenty during this period). Its surprising how many things you have to do just excuse yourself from studying. Oh, its about time for my drama. Hope I'll be able to study after my korean drama today... :P

eLLo exams...

Its only few more days(about 8) to the first paper, and I'm still feeling like slacking, bballing, bowling and stuff. Everything but study has been part of my daily life recently. Got me to wonder why I'm so slack and why people like to laze... After a while of procrastination, I started wondering why people like to wonder about stuff like this and a vicious cycle like this could stop me from studying forever(this is bad). Anyway, life is still never short of interesting things like me pulling out a strange sac thingy from my toe, creating a happily bleeding toe. Happily bleeding it may be, I think it was scary at first, but funny the next. Maybe I'm really turning sadistic. Hahah..... :P

PS: wonder if i should put up self sung/self played songs to torment my limited if not non-existent blog readers... *wahaha*

Stumbles and Fall...

Well, the only good thing that has happened to me was me doing well at a bowling tournament. hitting a excellent average of 187, I was pretty pleases with myself.

However, for the pass period i was away, nothing really good came my way. tonnes of quizzes, projects and personal problems piling up brought nothing but more emotional burden and mental stress to me. Sometimes I just think that many things are meant to be the way they are. Like how some people are not meant to be together won't stay together and stuff like that. As much as my refusal to belief in talent, I still accept that fate has a funny way of toying with us, making a perfect mockery as murphy would have predicted in his laws of the universe.

More stuff to complete, more deadlines nearing, more problems to solve. urgh.

meow~

Life.....

I don't think this is the first time I've mentioned this, but life has it own unique way of screwing you. Moved into depression for nearly a whole week with reasons I prefer not to state. Anyway, I've figured that life still goes on tormenting you no matter which way you go, and its up to you and you alone to make lemonade out of lemons.

An observation I've made about people is in agreement with the hypothesis of growing old makes you wiser. But I've added an extra clause to it. Wiser only in the ways that you have been horribly treated as a result of social influence.

More about life: Suddenly, my ever failing memory banks brought to my attention motivational stuff I've heard before about goals and dreams; along with how others or yourself poison and steal these dreams away from you. When I look at it from a certain point of view, dreams are similar in nature to promises, meant to be broken (seriously, there ain't much one can do with them). However, we cannot forget the fact that there are always the "lucky" (whether really lucky or not is of no consequence) few who have their dreams merge to become part of this harsh reality that all of us are faced with, giving others a glimmer of hope (in the form of "he's done it before, why not me?") of dream realization, only to allow it to be shattered like glass. Sad huh~?

Shake it Baby~

Life is always enjoyable with crazy things happening around you. Today got to see a pretty exciting dancing routine courtesy of some little girl on board the MRT. Spinning around doing pole dancing. However, for some obvious reasons it was one less of sexy as most would have thought pole dancing to be. However it was still a pretty good, like one of those art-ish displays dances.

Since I can't really remember what I really intended to write about, I'll just go further with the things that I though of during the "dance show". Still can remember one of the first time looking at kids doing the pole dance, I took and photo and offered to show it to one of my friends. Got a little scolding from her. She said I'm one of those perverted voyers and stuff like that. Eventhough I knew her intentions, it kind of got me thinking... whats the point of having camera phones if you mostly bounded by all sorts of principles and not use them at all? Well, I can't really answer the question... but hey, I still like photography :P

WoRk + "pLaY"

Recently been loaded with work and some life's stresses. Well, like what some people would say, what's life without challenges? ^.^ I believe in that too. So I slothed my way through by ignoring most of the work in hope they will disappear like magic *hehZ*. FYP reports, the very much stagnating Integrated Design project and quizzes are just a few new school stresses to be added on to the already ignored list of tutorials :P

Just to make life more exciting, this weekend is when the IV team selections will be held. Definitely not something I'll allow to be on hold. As usual, screwed up priorities but I hope things, as in everything including school work will turn out well. After which, I'll have to work out a source of income, cause it'll be time for my holidays! *yeah ^_^* (dream on, long way)

Time to go back to plowing reports and other rubbish that have to to be done またね～

GAY SHOW!

Just a whim, I want to watch "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry"~

Didn't have much to blog about these few days, but sort of decided to remind myself of how I subscribed for Citibank Clear Card and missed the chance to see the show. No I am not blaming anyone or anything around here. Just a note. ^.^ cheers

Werid DreamZ...

Taking a break from school, I headed to the club house for a nice little nap. as noisy as the place is, I still found for myself a nice little spot and went on into concussion mode. Dreams didn't take very long to kick in either. Strangely, at some point of time, it started to zoom in on a boy dressed in green, looking like a cross between robin and the guy with a pot of gold, whatever he's called. Anyway, the zooming scene sort of brought me back to reality. Still having much time on my hands, I decided to let my fatique take over again and go back to dreamland.

Strangely enough, it didn't take very long for me to be awoken again. More strange was it was the same thing that brought me back. Green boy with the zomming effect. I wonder if there were any real meaning to this dream...

NTU trios >.<

Much awaited to test myself, today was the day of NTU trios open competition.

Much drama happened even the day before. Charlie had to pull out because of quizzes and thus the team was down and short of one member. I had no idea who to look for till i remember one of my good pals Aug. Good thing his reply was a positive one. However, more drama was to occur the next day to my surprise.

On route to West Mall, I received a sms from aug saying that he just woke up and will only be able to join us at 1330hrs. That was when I was thanking myself that I actually forced him to come meet for lunch at 1215hrs. But I guessed I was glad too early. I finished my lunch at KFC before heading on to meet JY. Reporting timing was 1330. Time was 1310 when horror struck me in the form of an sms from aug. "u all go ahead. I'll reach asap"(or at least it was something in that manner).

At the alley itself, we were at a lost, cause we couldn't figure out what to do. 1 bowler short was not an option. Somehow, just to cut the story short, he came just before everything. And we managed to get a smooth sailing start. But that didn't last for long. My feared problem in the form of a stuck thumb hole resurfaced just halfway through the first game. I fought on hard due to the stuck thumb hole and later started to affect every aspect of my game, especially my mental game. For someone who prides his release as a spinner, I felt hell freezing over. However, I perservered onto using that ball believing that I'm at fault. That happened to be one of my mistakes I guess. I blew the games, wasted spares and missed mulitple simple shots. Felt like my National School's 'A' Div Nightmare...

After the tournament, we decided to carry on bowling just for fun and I found my problem in terms of a ball with differing pitch. Or at least that's what I've suspected it to be. Still pretty puzzled, I've concluded that I shouldn't switch balls at the moment, in view of the upcomming selections. Hope I get throught this time round... >.<

doWn hiLL bLuR

After feeling a little down, I did what I would have normally done to get my mind off matters that I shouldn't be dwelling over. I went for a jog. It sometimes acts as a reset button after storing up too many crazy and strange emotions suppressed within me.

Somehow, today after "reset" I felt a little better but it everything took a dive all of a sudden. Who knows why... Actually thought of blogging on and on about how I feel today, and stuff that's going through my mind but it gets pretty personal (yes, things that only I should know. No one else) so I decided to leave out my moody expressions today and talk a bit about the crazy sheep throwing, random crazy warring place I've been hanging out at.

For all those who have yet to get it, go get it. Those who already have it, add me! Wahah... its really is great. Capabilities of friendster with a lot more. That would be the best way I would describe it. Full of crazy fun stuff like sheep tossing(not forgetting chickens, fish and cows), vampire biting, zombie making and egg hatching. All sorts of crazy meaningless stuff to do. The perfect ingredient for an evil program! It works against something known as time, by killing it so quickly, before you know it, its already pass bed time!

So go and get hooked and fB(short for facebook) with me! :P

sTraNge ppl AgaiN~

Just another normal day heading back from school with Wilson and Yangshan. However, the very normal day one of school reopening took a twist. Everything looked situation normal at our arrival at bishan KFC. Coincidentally saw General Oon there too. The stage was set~

After much discussion, Wil and I bought our food and headed back to our "reserved" seats only to find an auntie in probably her late 40s seated at our place. We were both fabagusted. Where did she come from? Because the seats we booked was a 6 seater, I approached the seats and just sat down at where our bags were. I was contend with leting her have the other seats. Just as I was sitting down, I asked if she was alone, so that I could take whatever reminder of the seats for our bulky bags. Her answer was a stunner. In a way sounding like a challenge, she said that she had a lot of friends. However strange, she added in after 5 seconds of lag, her friends are not here. Madness didn't really stop there. As Wil and I decided to ignore her, we chatted along when she decided to butt in and question us and bug us with really strange information, if her slang and choice of words weren't irriating enough. She definitely sounded kind of like my mom. >.< From that second on, we didn't get to have peace, and she rattered on, as some might describe "like a M-16 firing away in automatic". Quickly we chomped down our meal and left quickly.

Life suddenly became normal again...

Somehow, I think life really can change really quickly on you. One moment you're in your every day life. The next moment you could be sucked out into another world all of a sudden. Wonder if there's any meaning behind this. *ponders*

P.S Shan jie, I didn't curse you... don't blame me for your gastric.

WaLk oN!

Some how yesterday, we had not a bad time celebrating one of my JC buddies birthday. Happens to be looking like a perfectly normal day after which me and mor decided to drop off the bus half way from home to watch EPL soccer. The location we were at was good. Two TVs, Two matches. Even better, a place to sit was actually available that the super crowded coffeeshop.

Life started to play punk after the match ended. I was unable to find my bus stop for my bus. Walked around geylang, say for about 10~20 mins, before I finally managed to reach the stop with my bus. But to my horror, my last bus came and left about 15 mins before my arrival there. Sadly I started plotting my alternative route.

Just on a crazy whim, I suddenly decided to walk home. Its half motivated by David Tao's song, "Walk On" and thus the title. My little hike too me approximatly 40 mins to reach home, and at the cost of one knee. It felt like it was no longer mine as I approached my own residence... Because it was about 1230 am, its was quite a calming and peaceful experience, just me and myself, enjoying the night breeze and sky. And its healthy too! You should try it. I would recommend it for crazy people and normal people ^.^

Seeking Self Forgiveness?

More at the same time, a self realization.

Some how, everytime I feel that I've done something stupid or bad, I feel an overwhelming sense of guilt or whatever its called, mostly represented by self disappointment or "sianz-ness". Normally when that happens, I tend to keep to myself, rejecting anything good or that might help make me better. I don't know why I act like this, someone counsel me? Just like today, got nothing done today, did basically nothing next to watching half the Rozen Maiden Traumend series (its kinda good ^.^). Now happens to be feeling "one of those sianz times".

sianz......

IPPT day!

Even though I didn't train very hard for this one, I still didn't quite well. Surprises included improvement in my Sit-ups, a not so drastic drop for my 2.4km run and a dwindling number of pull ups. Anyway, was happy to say that I bested the rainy conditions and ran my 2.4 to get my silver this time round. Not too good an experience. 2.4km in the rain... The only difference was this time i was really running for money. Been very broke recently that I decided to go and take my IPPT early this year. So too bad, all those people who wished a free meal or something, I'm sorry that I've to disappoint you. All the money will go into funding something else, and maybe the most a special one or two person's dinner (probably not as celebration) ^.^

Had another crazy thought that just came out of no where:
Even when you end your life, it doesn't mean that time and all others will stop there. They will still have to carry on with life so please, don't make life harder then it already is for the people around and close to you. Better choice, move on and be happy~~ (why am I even thinking of something like this). hmmm....

AE86 vs JAZZ

After supper and watching soccer, I started my long boring journey home when I saw a AE86 Trueno, one of my favourite car, waiting at the red lights. Lined up side by side, I decided to push the car a bit just for the fun of it.


Green Lights, Pedals down! A quick glance into the mirror told me that the 86 was held up by another slow moving vehicle. But it didn't take very long for the Trueno to catch up. What was more surprising was that as it caught me, I couldn't keep it at bay. It just came closer and closer and soon, the blue Honda Jazz was beaten...

I have no idea how did it happen, but surely, that began to change something in me. Felt different. I guessing its what people would call the desire not to be beaten. I'm still wondering how can the AE86 beat a Jazz. The only reasoning I could conjure at the moment is that I'm not going all out yet. Other than that, all else is a mystery.

Oh, Happy Mid Autumn Fest!

MusiK!!

Just wanted to comment about the music section. The songs are normally selected for a reason, at least one, and will change from time to time. So tune in to see what kind of surprise I have installed for you. For this "season's" pick, I have Journey, Fields of Hope and 生日快乐.

Personally, I think Journey very much represents our life itself, afterall, life's a journey isn't it? Fields of Hope is a nice "insert" song from Gundam Seed Destiny and the lyrics, if you actually understand, is kind of warm. Gives me one of those good fuzzy feelings when I'm listening to it. Finally, the song by Wen Lan is picked as a song delicated to myself and all September babies!

That's all Folks! =p
*so sue me WB, haha... *

cHoC MooNcaKe! FeeLinG crAzy...

Just got to eat chocolate mooncakes from Raffles Hotel! Not bad, thou I thought much better of it. Below expectations >.<>? I'm thinking of buying some myself too. Drop me an msn message or sms. You all should have my number or msn at least right?

Recently, been thinking that I've become more and more crazy and eccentric, even to the extend that I feel that I've kind of lost track of myself too. I'm currently blaming all the emotional roller coasters life has thrown me into, but I guess presenting myself with a scapegoat will definitely not provide me with any form of solution or what so ever. I pretty much have no idea how to deal with what life throws at me anymore. Feels like I'm just by-passing many stages of life I'm supposed to do something, or even sometimes making silly, crazy decisions. Becoming increasing old with my amnesia as it worsen, forgetting many little little things that I normally would have no problem remembering. Maybe I'm right about that mid-life crisis prediction too...

SoMe PoeM-LiKe tHiNgY aGaiN

Rather then keeping my fans updated about my crazy life, decided to post something that I dug up today inside my little note book. Probably written when I was bored in school or similar to that extend. Enjoy~

Many wonders this world holds,
Breath taking scenics,
Facinative living creatures,
But none more wonderous than the thoughts of man,
Un-understandable,
unpredictable.
Further than science can reason,
Greater than math can prove.
Even to man himself,
they are purely inexplicable.

P.S. Don't ask me about it. I have no idea what this is really too. Yes, I wrote it... so what?

MaNy HappeNinG NothiNs...

Been a couple of days since i bloged. During these days, I found out that eventhough i have alot to say some times, I felt like these things were not worth blogging about. But I do think that its more interesting stuff to have happen around or to me. I think my chains of thoughts is pretty disorientated now for some reason too.
Feeling super blur. Assumed today is thrusday thou I clearly know that today is wednesday. Guess that's what makes me a blurnerd...

Today actually landed myself in a pretty awkward situation when I noticed the girl I was sitting next to was tearing away silently. Poor girl... wonder what happened. More surprisingly, all I got to know about her was she's headed for sentosa today at 11plus am and she works in Citibank. I have to comment, she does really sounds like one of those strong girls on the outside but soft soft on the inside type...

urgh.... my mom's here to strangle me again.... *died*
=^.^=

DaY gOinG e OppOsiTe WaY

Guess most of you should know how it feels like, when life decides to just have fun and play little cruel jokes on you? Kind of funny that this happened to me.

1: Lost one my headphones' ear plugs so had to look for the spare I gotten the last time I lost them. (estimated time of retrival: 1~2min) Remembering they were stored in my HP box, I when to where it was last seen. The top of my cupboard. Took me a full 5 minutes to realize its not there after digging through a box that has magically appeared there. So I had to request from help from the one that might be responsible for its relocation. My mom as usual had pretty little idea where it might be and suggested I look behind the cupboard. Crazy... its like I had my own little secret chamber for storing stuff. Hordes of my treasures were hidden there, sadly, my HP box was not one of them. Another 15 mins elasped. Frustrated was a word that could pretty easily describe my feelings then. It took another 5 mins for table sweeping, cupboard digging search before I dug out some neatly arranged files and to my astonishment, it was behind them. Great... more secret hiding places for my stuff...

2: Time to go out. I've packed my stuff and readied my soccer boots for a day of soccer at Mount Faber Safra. Wait. Where are my slippers? (estimated recovery time:10 sec) Being the only bright orange pair, no way i could have missed it. Its not in the shoe cupboard its not at the door. Its not in the other shoe cupboard either. How many more places must I look? Forsaken by hope, I gave up and wore another abandoned pair of slippers that could have easily killed me from its lack to traction. Time spent: 5min

Horrible how things can really go out of hand first thing in the morning... but hey, without all these, what the fun in life?

I'm angry... really....

PS: guai wu, sorry ah, nv pick up phone... *hoho*

~Combo Day~

Just a little combo of seemingly impossible to figure readings along with a little quiz. Kind of feared that I might actually screwed up bad for both of them, I actually some how made it through without leaving bearly a scratch. Wasn't as bad as it seems I guess. Life always has it ways of throwing stuff at you, only just to make you look like a fool by making you think that its a big issue, when its just another small fry. Well, if you ask me, I think that I rather be the fool like this, then rather screw up and die "jia-lat jia-lat" as the fool who didn't do much about the problem on hand. I guess I've have to give up a little part of myself in order to stop doing stupid things. Anyway. time for school. catch all of you there and where ever is that I see you.

PS: too bad ab didn't win wo jiayee if u reading... haha

Latest Findings about myself...

I've always wondered why my savings is always dwindling. All the money I've earned from various places have a tendency to disappear into thin air. Even things like my progress package and that GST thing have both disappeared. I think easily to a grand total sum of about 4~5k. Its a result of having to eat into my savings to survive all the time. I've never expected the situation to be that bad until recently, losing big bucks to my favourite Singapore fools. Surprising, that was good in a way as it served as a wake up call by accelerating the problem that was at hand. Now i really need a job of somekind. Anyway, helping my family save by moving out of hall is contributing negatively to my situation, though it wasn't meant to, because staying in hall did contribute a bit to spending less... suddenly felt like foresaking myself. Feeling bluey....

=>.<=

~toE to AnkLe~ + mini composition

Recently, I've posted about a broken toe-nail. Now its time for an update that injury. I think it's been causing me some pain and thus smaller, more careful steps are taken in precaution to reduce the pain I'll suffer every step I take. However, I think its starting to develop a side effect as my ankle might have been over strained by the excessive controlled required as a result. Now that very same ankle is feeling kind of "achey" and "creekish", as if its about 25,000 years old. Been pretty much enjoying life as it comes, day in day out, going for lesson, chatting with nice friends and stuff... however, I guess the harsh reality of life is going to catch up pretty quick with me. The reality of the existence of exams and quizzes, and the need to study for them. Ganbatte Ber!! (bo liao, cheer myself...)

Here's a Little something I've written(really too free?):

Beyond the end of dusk,
This Night's full moon's light beating down ceaselessly.
Bringing dim but bright illumination to the otherwise pitch black world.
Shyly the shimmering silver moon sheaths stealthily into the clouds,
carried in by the cool night's winds.
The youth of this luxurious night holds adventures unspoken of,
thrills that were unknown to those basking light.
but as unrefined nocturnal beings,
many choose to squander its secrets,
retiring to the comfort of their lair.
Only a minute handful lives for the beauty of its darkness,
detouring from norms and the society that have brought them their lives.
Did they err as humans to have chosen this path of non-conformity?
Have they erroneously done something they should not have done?

I have not much idea what I'm writing too... just give me some comments?

bLuR 75% SiCk...

Without much other words, the title says very much about my current state. Now having a running nose that probably is faster then I've ever ran. Sneezing more then usual too. Hope it'll go away when I wake up tomorrow... thou my guess is I'll be pretty much the same tomorrow.

Sickness Fly Away!

SeRieS oF unFoRtunAte EveNtS~

Wonder if its really a series, cause there was only 2 events.

Event 1:
Finally school has ended and its about time to go home. It was after a trip that lasted about an hour 30 minutes did I manage to drag tired body back home. To my horror, I had to do a full body scanning of my bag in search of my keys before I could confirm my blunder. I've forgotten my keys. I was therefore stuck outside home for about 3 more hours before anyone came to my rescue, loitering around aimlessly, lost....

Event 2:
Also finally, when I managed to get home, I had a craving supper, most probably as a result of me moving around for 3 hours carrying my bag that weighted in at about a ton. Strangely nice, my mom whipped up curry noodles for me to chew on while we watch some TV. Disaster struck as I began to dig in. Somehow, as freakish as it sounds, a drop of curry actually managed to get flicked off the noodle and spatter right into my eye. *pain...*

Enjoy laughing at my plight and hope you'll enjoy your day too! ^.^

MoSt Bo LiaO bZ pErsOn aRouNd!

ME!

I was awoken to the sound of my alarm today and it was a nice day to go to school. I did so, only after I missed one lecture. Eventhou I woke up on time, I've decided suddenly to work on my blog for no good reason, changing the lay out and stuff. Actually its to change to a less cutesy one I would say, one that's be fitting the darker side of me. I've got more important things to do! FYP stuff, school work and bowling... why did I do something so needless? Nevermind, did actually enjoyed it too.

So look forward to it! ^.^

New relvation for today:
CEE == Confirm Everyone Enjoy!

*update - new blog design up. More plain, more "clean" and complete with a more dark feeling. Now with the new saY iT column! Especially for visitors to leave a line or 2! just "saY iT" ^.^ << sounds like just do it right? :P

~~oUcH!!

Finally, a sunday back at the court so far away from home, playing soccer! Miss these soccer days with my fellow FDS buddies because of my operation rendering me, "un-contactable" for a month. Though my return was happily marked by 2~3 goals, including one wonder goal from close to zero angle, I broke my already weakened toenail. Suffered in the night as I try to rip it out of my toe... Horrible experience. Probably contributed by the fact that my hands got itchy while watching TV, kept scratching and probing it till I finally decided to operate on it with a nail cutter. Hope I'll never have to go through anything like it again. All the care put into trying to rip my own body part out... >.<

urgh.....

oh ya, munyee, tat sweets game allows u to win tat cute cute stuff thing they put on top. It's the ultimate reward for pro sweets picker.

DeaD MaN WaLkinG!

After a radical night, KTV, supper and pubing, I ended up leaving orchard around 6 am in the morning, with a bad stomach, my guess, all thanks to some stall in somerset that opens 24 hours. I thought it was a simple KTV outing with Ros and Aug, but it turned out totally havoc night. 3 guys walking and laughing their way, joking in an unknown language to mankind (no we are not drunk). Fun and unforgettably tiring. I worked very hard to focus my mind in order to drag my rotting carcass to school due to a un-missable 0930 lesson. Ended up in school early in order to stop myself from sleeping anymore. 0830 was the timing i arrived in school. From then on, everything was like magic! I was alive all the way from then till my last lesson at 1530! Its a MIRACLE!

But when night fell, the effects kicked in straight away. Partly because my mom forcefully robbed the TV from me and I just trotted off back into my room and suddenly its the morning 9 am! hmmm.... starting to feel tired again...

iV TaRgeT cLeaReD!! ~ LoU soR mE!

Well, a late post, as this is sunday's news. As much as I wanted to rush home and start blogging about this event, I held myself back. Ended up with a dinner at JP with Jan and played that silly basketball game in the arcade that I'm supposed to have banned myself from playing.

Anyway, during union bowl, I bowl lower then what I've expected myself to play with my given form on that day. I actually wanted to kick myself for wasting so many shots, missing easy spares and making crucial errors in late games. Normally I'll find myself leading in each game only to lose the lead at the 7 frame onwards by opening up alot of frames. Disappointed with my final result of 770+ pin falls at the end of 5 games, averaging only about 150+ a game was, by my standard, weak.

After the games, I noticed that there was lucky draw on going to my surprised. Then somehow I found myself telling charlie," wah... so zhun, one guy one ger each prize. muZ be set up one..." about the time I finished that sentence, I heard my name announced as a final lucky winner. hmm... I'm part of the set up! :P Anyway, got a box of roche, and I have no idea what I should do with it. Much more to my surprise, later when they announced the squad list, I heard my name! *hoho...* I have no idea what more should I blog about today, but hey! I guess it would be a pretty good day if my mom didn't have to steal the TV from me later in the day whist I was watching soccer. Other then that, I would say the day was pretty pretty~~ ^.^

got my FYP lo...

For a moment about 2 months ago, a old man faked me telling me I didn't have enough AUs to do my FYP.
A day later, a seemingly popular lady did the same. She corrected her mistake 2 days later. Coincidentally after the FYP selection deadline was referred to in past tense.

Pretty silly mistake to make for them, but it caused me a chance for a good selection. But well, it became somewhat of a blessing in disguise. I always wondered what kind of FYP I will select as I'm always at a lost when I comes to making decisions. The second list, as crappy as it is, make life a little easier for me. At the same time, the second blessing came when I met shi hui, someone else who was waiting for the 2nd round of selection as she was unable to get and FYP for similar reasons to mine during the first round. Deciding to partner up, I let her pick the first choice while I picked the second. In this way, I wouldn't really blame myself even if I was a bad choice. *wahaha*

Most important deadline: Union bowl - This Sunday
Starting to smell a bit of hope while bowling today. Hope I'll be able to hit a few high games there.... Good luck to myself? haha...

diScoVerY! (short but interesting)

Suddenly, I noticed that I'm really a nice person. People all around the world recognises this and even names their daughters to tell the world that I'm nice.

"Bernice."

Ber-nice! It's short for Bernard is nice. Don't you wish you had a name like mine?

=^o^=

Life's Not Gonna Be My Friend >.<

Well... simply by not having things turn out my way for the afternoon of today, unexpectedly put myself in the place of betting for bowling again. Totally unexpected. Lost a total of about 120 pins with the inclusion of 2 9pin tap games that I was badly beaten. The situation was not aided by the fact of a final high game that diced me into "bar chor". No luck, some might say. If you ask me, its a combination of tough luck and lack of capacity on my side. 'cause at the end of it all, I think I'm still right. It's all my fault for punting, even better, for not playing better. Definately, I could have done better, but at least for today, Somethings were in place, not as bad as the last few trips. Hope I can make the cut for this Sunday, which I'm thinking of chickening out on.

!haiz~

seMi-HaPPy

As usual, nothin much happened with just another day at school. But these 2 days did something that I have not done in nearly a month. Basketball! Miss it so much. The feeling of flight, lay-ups and everything else about the game. Couldn't resist temptation when I had too much free time and being so close to the end my "ban" time. Of course, took care by not playing games with people yet, but just dribbling and shooting the ball in the court brings back much pleasures.

PLAY BALL!! ^.^

BowL iNto tHe GuTTer!

Been training really hard.
Target : IVP team this year
Becoming : Further & Further

Looks quite far suddenly. I thought I was on track a month ago when i hit a high series of closing 1200 for 6 games. But now, after I replugged and reverted back to the use of my XXXcel, my games took a drastic dive. I have yet to hit a 200 games(the most one that I barely remembered). I'm now startin to blame that malay uncle. His ideas definately isn't bringing me anywhere. Maybe his ideas only work for his fellow "people" >.< Ahh... I don't know what to do now. I don't know where I've gone wrong. I'm getting more and more confused too. I don't think that I should blame him, after all, I believe that there's no bad ball, only bad bowler. I'm swaying from my principles soon, especially if i cannot solve the current form drought.

The realization came about this week that I'm doing really bad came when I bowled with Ros and Jiayee. When I bowled with Ros, who was given a handicap, and Aug, both of them manage to beat me. I was starting to wonder about myself... Then today, Jia Yee totally owned me, despite giving me a total of 200 pins handicap for 6 games. Seriously, I think I've done something wrong in my progression... Need help... mingming is suggesting I go back find Michael Wong for advice. I think it's a pretty good advice but I'm feeling a bit pai seh to ask him about it. I'm stuck there now thou...

NationaL dAy!!

Count on me Singapore~!
Count on me Singapore~!

haha... its that day of the year again, where the whole nation goes on a public holiday to come together at a place to watch the national day parade and endless seas of people running around on an open ground. This year, its slightly more special. We have less seating space, people are running on a floating barge and performing next to large water bodies that can drown all of them together, if not everyone watching it, with ease. :P

Another night where blur blur sleeps at close to 2am, regardless of school tomorrow. Somehow, my brother refuses to sleep with a last match record of defeat. And I thought that only happens in hall when I game with ntqh. Many Many nights like that, maybe even one too many. Maybe I'll need an extra alarm to tell me to stop playing at around 1230am. If not, I might not be able to go to school on time anymore, and even if I do, I'll never be alive there. Most probably I can be called "dead-man-walking". But even if I'm an undead, I'll still STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE! *hehZ* (no link)

KiLL da PiGGy

Haha... This is the fun part about blogs. I think no one reads whatever i writes here, might be cause i'm too bloody long winded. But I guess that's just me! ^.^

Anyway, today I slaughtered the piggy bank at home that my mom bought for nearly 3k. Sorta damaged the flooring a bit in the process of doing it. Hope no ones notices the scratches on the floor. School has started for a second day and I've clocked my first day of full pon-ten. Starting to miss hall a LOT more then I expected. Constant nagging at home is killing my... whatever cells I have in my body... wonder how long more can I last. Feel like moving back to hall already. Comfort of my room, free of crazy ideas and constant nagging. *ahhhh.. Save me...*

Feel come see my blog more... haha.... Entertain me with some comments le... :P

SocceR SeaSon Starting aGain!

1 more wk to the start of the new EPL season! or did i get it wrong? anyway, today's the chelsea man u match, and i think they both teams look rather lertargic, at least for the 5 mins I got the watch... quite boring. My mom took over TV, with her korean soap. Mayb I should try to irritate her off the tube so that I can watch.. *grinZ*

Ate a pretty good book last night. Its a story about learning... sheeps learning to keep wolves from eating team. Well written with a good long morale to the story. Thin little book with cute pictures too ^.^ anyway, I am unable to provide the title as I'm reading a miniature cheap photocopy version with no title, but I can tell you, its from pegasus communications. You'll just have to ravage through whatever they have to find it. I think many will be able to learn from it so go get it! *no, they are not paying me for this, but i think they should be*

Hope I can get to see my 2nd half of charity shield...... (btw, new man u jeresy kinda suck)

~Latest Revelations~

2 more days to start of school again. Honestly, I do not know the direction my mood have shifted because of this turn. But for one thing i know is it won't be long till the time that this phase in live will become another part of history that will no longer repeat itself. At least I know I have had some fun times, and some bad while I'm at it.

Was suddenly crazy about the spider pig song from the simpsons' movie, especially the accapella version. Maybe I'll try to put it up for all your listening pleasure. That is when I've figured out how to do something like that... meanwhile, you can just listen it like this =^o^=
Spider Pig~ Spider Pig~
Does Whatever Spider Pig Does~
Can He Swing on a Web?
no He Can't He's Just a Pig~
LOOK OUT!! iTs SpideR PiG~

I was just thinking about my problem of short attention span when i noticed that my table is messy. Guess I should clean it up after all. Looking at it for the pass few weeks didn't really help. Mayb I should go ahead and buy the official Matrix: the Movie sunglasses. Their pretty niche~ Money, money, where are... another darn mosquito. KILL KILL KILL!! What was I thinking??

*lost* O.o

SiLLy NTU ~ pReTTi HoTeLieR ~ HeLLo KittY SanDaLs

My cute cute FYP in-charge suddenly dished out an email to students like me, without an fyp, but hoping to take it. We have 5 days to respond. Of which, I spend all 5 days without even looking much at my computer. Much less to say, my mailbox. >.< Now I'm hoping they accept my application, thou its just a stupid survey with information that they could have easily obtained from NTU-CEE. I'm still at the figuring stage where I'm trying to figure out why they actually do these surveys rather then just get all the required info that they ask us to fill up... hmmm...

The rest of today was more ordinary and less frustrating. Got to chat with a newbie bowler who happened to ask me to teach her bowling. Was super surprised when she told me she was working at Regent hotel. She looked totally like a student, and probably not local. She talked a little like a Singaporean save her proper command of language, only slightly given away by a soft singlish 'lah' at the end of her sentance. But what stunned me the most was my own performance up-ed a level after teacher her~ *wahaha...* What's funnier happened after she left the alley. Because she was just bowling in the lane next to mine, the counter guy asked me about her. That was after a short conversation when both of us noticed she and her friend disappeared without paying...*~surprise~*

Well... somehow, I guess after I started blogging, I seem to have heighten senses. I noticed a girl with a cute pair of hello kitty sandals. I have no idea why I'm writing this, but here it is. (btw, the girl wearing it wasn't a mei nu unlike most of my readers. * just more useless information) =p

FOC-ing-ed?

3 hrs of sleep on the average with exciting activities of playing with cute little freshies was quite an experience. Well, at least the lack of sleep was not caused by the orientation itself, rather then the night gaming till 5 am each day~ :P

Very much a fun bunch, the freshies as "gong" as they were, they carried some youthful energy that i always seem to be deprived of recently. Spent much time playing ridiculous games and doing semi-meaningless stuff of that likeness with them was enjoyable. Guess i've always loved my freshies, right from the first batch that I tormented and protected as a programmer, to the last, that i tended to and care for as a badly outdated and rusted medic. Seeing these freshies grow on and become seniors, guiding the "younglings" was very much a satisfying process itself. Many a times slacking off, seeing them rekindles a little flame in me, reviving a little part of me(the charred portion maybe XD). Anyway, I hope to be close to this batch as the rest, but I somehow hope that I could be closer to them thou its not very possible with the decision to give my room to JJ. So far, didn't really get to know many of them, save a few by giving nicknames and stuff. I'll try to list as many as i can just for fun:

Vernen - Dunno how to spell. First name i got to know. Pretty romantic letter to ur SP!!
Kallang River - Lang He(or Jia He) just another guai guai studious face at the moment
Michelle - Funny to see the sumo mattress slip off you
Car Hand - Seriously no idea how to spell this one too... but she's got free foot massage!
Huiping - 153cm ger(i'm pretty sure of my guess ^.^)
Lynette II - Striking resemblence to Lynette(duh) & has 2 NYJC orientation Tees <.<
153cm ger - just in case i got the name wrong + make my list longer
Marvin - Dunno how to spell (ai zai as suggested by fred), WWF finish to sumo fight!!rawr~
Philips - (got the name rite, yes??) Ang Mor dude!! (rare!)
Guy with cool specs - a ONz guy with a special pair of frames!
Chio-er Jeanie - I have no idea who this is. She was wearing either red or jean shorts during sentosa games. didn't even see the face... (Nickname is provided by fred)

I guess being a free-loader senior has much advantages thou I still think the best is to be in the committee cause it forces at least some commitment instead of like me, running off twice half way in the span of 2 days. Not much chance left for me to do things like this anymore anyway... *saD* T.T

hmmm..... this post gettin long. better stop here ^.^

BA-ee VS aH_bLuR

Find it hard to believe today, when for lunch with my mom. Just after the meal, my mom said she wanted to go and see if there were any good deals at the provisions shops nearby, so she left first.
As any good child would do, I went off, looking for my mum to help her carry the stuff but strangely, I didn't find her. Instead, I saw a Ba-EE who greeted me, and said that he was a fortune-teller. I though he was just trying to advertise himself, so i didn't register anything he was saying... after a while, he offered to give me 4 numbers, and like all good singaporeans, I didn't turn him down, seeing he was so enthu and things. What shocked me was after he gave me the numbers, he asked for some "ang pow" money... Pai seh not to give, I gave him 2 bucks, out of my wallet. Never would I expect stunner number 2. He asked for 4 dollars. >.<
reluctently, I took out 2 more dollars... my poor yusoff~ fly again!! *sobZ*

hope the number actually can strike~ wahaha... ^.^ (typical singaporean)

La DoLphiN?? Le DoLphiN?? tat's not impt

Under "bad" influence, my friend brought me to a bar to see bar top dancing, to sing k, and drink a bit. Some how, all those were not impt as i was actually a bit bored and i when for a walk outside the alleyways of clark quay(boat, watever, i oso not sure). At a corner of my eye, i caught sight of a girl crying alone there... Well, as people would know the shy me, I didn't do anything, probably cause I'm too shy, but eventually, i got hold of a pack of tissues and handed it to her. Without conversating, I left her alone... As I am (of course) shy and didn't know what words to console people with... not to mention i guess she might be wanting to be alone.

Interesting horz~ ^.^
its now time to get back to my daily boring routine-less life, questioning myself if i should go to Hall FOC~ haha... enjoy kiddies~

Another Boring Day?

Well, life sometimes turns out uneventful even if when you try to make it full of fun and fulfilling things... for the pass day, nothing really happened, or so to say, nothing really noteworthy that I would or I should mention here... to be excat, that's why I'm adding this entry simply cause I'm TOO BORED!! =p

Looking at the world more closely, I've sort of come to agree that I'm a person full of excuses, avoiding all sorts of responsibility and stuff like that. I believe its high time I changed, but I've no idea how or even how to start... Let me think...

*thinks*

Maybe I'll.... hmmm.... Maybe.... Or just maybe....
urgh.... too much effort required... Maybe I should just leave it for a little later. =0

Finally Blog nearing completion~ CraZy TheMe + LaYouT ^.^

As the my blog is nearing its completion everything that should be here, more or less is here already. As anyone with eyes would have noticed, my blog is definately more cutesy then most blogs out there. Feel free to continue to flood me with comments ^.^

Today, another day just pass with nothing real accomplished. So won't bother blogging about it. Only note worthy thing is that I nearly broke the high score for the basketball game in TPY arcarde... though that's pretty meaningless also =p

=^.^=

~frustration~

decided to blog while tryin to fix up the lousy template of this crappy thing... really a waste of time >.< easy way to both lose sleep and kill time~ *wahaha* hope my helping hand in this matter can do something about it~ ^.^

sleeepp~~ sleeeepp~~

testing 1...2...3...

when u get too free... u do wat i do... create a blog~
*wahaha*
guess i'm really too free, with too many thing nothings to do nowadays... but i guess i'll juZ do tis for a while, till i'm actually sick of it.. but mayb i'll get many many supports!!(dreamz)