Friday, September 28, 2007

Seeking Self Forgiveness?

More at the same time, a self realization.

Some how, everytime I feel that I've done something stupid or bad, I feel an overwhelming sense of guilt or whatever its called, mostly represented by self disappointment or "sianz-ness". Normally when that happens, I tend to keep to myself, rejecting anything good or that might help make me better. I don't know why I act like this, someone counsel me? Just like today, got nothing done today, did basically nothing next to watching half the Rozen Maiden Traumend series (its kinda good ^.^). Now happens to be feeling "one of those sianz times".

sianz......

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