It's been some time since the last entry. Have been busy with exam period procrastination, games, bowling and real exam studies(minority). But to date, I've cleared(meaning taken, not necessarily means I've passed them) 5 papers, one more to go. Out of the 5, 3 are actually pretty doubtful, and I'm really afraid to fail. First time I've felt like that all my uni life. Somehow, it makes me feels like my uni life has just began, rather than having been in uni for 3 years already.
Life has always been me, being blur, lazy, sometimes accidentally or passionately hardworking. Strangely, nowadays, all the effort I've put into life actually have turned out not too good. In fact, personally, I've considered most of it wasted as I've never really developed my talents or made good use of my passion. It really gets me hating myself bit by bit as I learn in life that mistakes are normally, if not, always your own fault. Self blame plagued my life and I'm just starting to think that I seriously should get the better of myself and improve the situation. If not, I might be forever wallowing in self pity and stuff like that. Really have learn to be a better man... like in that Robbie Willams song...
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