bLuR LaZy haRd woRkeR~

It's been some time since the last entry. Have been busy with exam period procrastination, games, bowling and real exam studies(minority). But to date, I've cleared(meaning taken, not necessarily means I've passed them) 5 papers, one more to go. Out of the 5, 3 are actually pretty doubtful, and I'm really afraid to fail. First time I've felt like that all my uni life. Somehow, it makes me feels like my uni life has just began, rather than having been in uni for 3 years already.

Life has always been me, being blur, lazy, sometimes accidentally or passionately hardworking. Strangely, nowadays, all the effort I've put into life actually have turned out not too good. In fact, personally, I've considered most of it wasted as I've never really developed my talents or made good use of my passion. It really gets me hating myself bit by bit as I learn in life that mistakes are normally, if not, always your own fault. Self blame plagued my life and I'm just starting to think that I seriously should get the better of myself and improve the situation. If not, I might be forever wallowing in self pity and stuff like that. Really have learn to be a better man... like in that Robbie Willams song...

Devilish Angel? Angelic Devil?

A late happy bday to shan jie, and a happy zeroth birthday to my niece, borned 15th... Excatly on the same day as shan jie~ was at the hospital to see my new niece, got me thinking if she'll turn out to be one of those devilish angel or angelic devil peoson. I feel that life not gonna be pretty much the same after her, but well, I hope stuff changes for the better.

More strange discovery: Waiter at Mr Bean's Cafe has a digital Casio watch that's dry on batteries. Wonder when time will it be when he notices it~ =p

pRoCraStiNatiOn! >.<

Its the time of the half year where procrastination is worse than ever. Its a time when you got all the time in the world, but simply refuse to do what you are supposed to do. It is.... exam time...

Well, happens to be I have a maple account to revive, a blog to write, warbook to conquer, facebook to manage, TV to watch, sports to train and even sleep to catch (even though I already had plenty during this period). Its surprising how many things you have to do just excuse yourself from studying. Oh, its about time for my drama. Hope I'll be able to study after my korean drama today... :P

eLLo exams...

Its only few more days(about 8) to the first paper, and I'm still feeling like slacking, bballing, bowling and stuff. Everything but study has been part of my daily life recently. Got me to wonder why I'm so slack and why people like to laze... After a while of procrastination, I started wondering why people like to wonder about stuff like this and a vicious cycle like this could stop me from studying forever(this is bad). Anyway, life is still never short of interesting things like me pulling out a strange sac thingy from my toe, creating a happily bleeding toe. Happily bleeding it may be, I think it was scary at first, but funny the next. Maybe I'm really turning sadistic. Hahah..... :P

PS: wonder if i should put up self sung/self played songs to torment my limited if not non-existent blog readers... *wahaha*