WaLk oN!

Some how yesterday, we had not a bad time celebrating one of my JC buddies birthday. Happens to be looking like a perfectly normal day after which me and mor decided to drop off the bus half way from home to watch EPL soccer. The location we were at was good. Two TVs, Two matches. Even better, a place to sit was actually available that the super crowded coffeeshop.

Life started to play punk after the match ended. I was unable to find my bus stop for my bus. Walked around geylang, say for about 10~20 mins, before I finally managed to reach the stop with my bus. But to my horror, my last bus came and left about 15 mins before my arrival there. Sadly I started plotting my alternative route.

Just on a crazy whim, I suddenly decided to walk home. Its half motivated by David Tao's song, "Walk On" and thus the title. My little hike too me approximatly 40 mins to reach home, and at the cost of one knee. It felt like it was no longer mine as I approached my own residence... Because it was about 1230 am, its was quite a calming and peaceful experience, just me and myself, enjoying the night breeze and sky. And its healthy too! You should try it. I would recommend it for crazy people and normal people ^.^

Seeking Self Forgiveness?

More at the same time, a self realization.

Some how, everytime I feel that I've done something stupid or bad, I feel an overwhelming sense of guilt or whatever its called, mostly represented by self disappointment or "sianz-ness". Normally when that happens, I tend to keep to myself, rejecting anything good or that might help make me better. I don't know why I act like this, someone counsel me? Just like today, got nothing done today, did basically nothing next to watching half the Rozen Maiden Traumend series (its kinda good ^.^). Now happens to be feeling "one of those sianz times".

sianz......

IPPT day!

Even though I didn't train very hard for this one, I still didn't quite well. Surprises included improvement in my Sit-ups, a not so drastic drop for my 2.4km run and a dwindling number of pull ups. Anyway, was happy to say that I bested the rainy conditions and ran my 2.4 to get my silver this time round. Not too good an experience. 2.4km in the rain... The only difference was this time i was really running for money. Been very broke recently that I decided to go and take my IPPT early this year. So too bad, all those people who wished a free meal or something, I'm sorry that I've to disappoint you. All the money will go into funding something else, and maybe the most a special one or two person's dinner (probably not as celebration) ^.^

Had another crazy thought that just came out of no where:
Even when you end your life, it doesn't mean that time and all others will stop there. They will still have to carry on with life so please, don't make life harder then it already is for the people around and close to you. Better choice, move on and be happy~~ (why am I even thinking of something like this). hmmm....

AE86 vs JAZZ

After supper and watching soccer, I started my long boring journey home when I saw a AE86 Trueno, one of my favourite car, waiting at the red lights. Lined up side by side, I decided to push the car a bit just for the fun of it.


Green Lights, Pedals down! A quick glance into the mirror told me that the 86 was held up by another slow moving vehicle. But it didn't take very long for the Trueno to catch up. What was more surprising was that as it caught me, I couldn't keep it at bay. It just came closer and closer and soon, the blue Honda Jazz was beaten...

I have no idea how did it happen, but surely, that began to change something in me. Felt different. I guessing its what people would call the desire not to be beaten. I'm still wondering how can the AE86 beat a Jazz. The only reasoning I could conjure at the moment is that I'm not going all out yet. Other than that, all else is a mystery.

Oh, Happy Mid Autumn Fest!

MusiK!!

Just wanted to comment about the music section. The songs are normally selected for a reason, at least one, and will change from time to time. So tune in to see what kind of surprise I have installed for you. For this "season's" pick, I have Journey, Fields of Hope and 生日快乐.

Personally, I think Journey very much represents our life itself, afterall, life's a journey isn't it? Fields of Hope is a nice "insert" song from Gundam Seed Destiny and the lyrics, if you actually understand, is kind of warm. Gives me one of those good fuzzy feelings when I'm listening to it. Finally, the song by Wen Lan is picked as a song delicated to myself and all September babies!

That's all Folks! =p
*so sue me WB, haha... *

cHoC MooNcaKe! FeeLinG crAzy...

Just got to eat chocolate mooncakes from Raffles Hotel! Not bad, thou I thought much better of it. Below expectations >.<>? I'm thinking of buying some myself too. Drop me an msn message or sms. You all should have my number or msn at least right?

Recently, been thinking that I've become more and more crazy and eccentric, even to the extend that I feel that I've kind of lost track of myself too. I'm currently blaming all the emotional roller coasters life has thrown me into, but I guess presenting myself with a scapegoat will definitely not provide me with any form of solution or what so ever. I pretty much have no idea how to deal with what life throws at me anymore. Feels like I'm just by-passing many stages of life I'm supposed to do something, or even sometimes making silly, crazy decisions. Becoming increasing old with my amnesia as it worsen, forgetting many little little things that I normally would have no problem remembering. Maybe I'm right about that mid-life crisis prediction too...

SoMe PoeM-LiKe tHiNgY aGaiN

Rather then keeping my fans updated about my crazy life, decided to post something that I dug up today inside my little note book. Probably written when I was bored in school or similar to that extend. Enjoy~

Many wonders this world holds,
Breath taking scenics,
Facinative living creatures,
But none more wonderous than the thoughts of man,
Un-understandable,
unpredictable.
Further than science can reason,
Greater than math can prove.
Even to man himself,
they are purely inexplicable.

P.S. Don't ask me about it. I have no idea what this is really too. Yes, I wrote it... so what?