Well, the only good thing that has happened to me was me doing well at a bowling tournament. hitting a excellent average of 187, I was pretty pleases with myself.
However, for the pass period i was away, nothing really good came my way. tonnes of quizzes, projects and personal problems piling up brought nothing but more emotional burden and mental stress to me. Sometimes I just think that many things are meant to be the way they are. Like how some people are not meant to be together won't stay together and stuff like that. As much as my refusal to belief in talent, I still accept that fate has a funny way of toying with us, making a perfect mockery as murphy would have predicted in his laws of the universe.
More stuff to complete, more deadlines nearing, more problems to solve. urgh.
meow~
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Life.....
I don't think this is the first time I've mentioned this, but life has it own unique way of screwing you. Moved into depression for nearly a whole week with reasons I prefer not to state. Anyway, I've figured that life still goes on tormenting you no matter which way you go, and its up to you and you alone to make lemonade out of lemons.
An observation I've made about people is in agreement with the hypothesis of growing old makes you wiser. But I've added an extra clause to it. Wiser only in the ways that you have been horribly treated as a result of social influence.
More about life: Suddenly, my ever failing memory banks brought to my attention motivational stuff I've heard before about goals and dreams; along with how others or yourself poison and steal these dreams away from you. When I look at it from a certain point of view, dreams are similar in nature to promises, meant to be broken (seriously, there ain't much one can do with them). However, we cannot forget the fact that there are always the "lucky" (whether really lucky or not is of no consequence) few who have their dreams merge to become part of this harsh reality that all of us are faced with, giving others a glimmer of hope (in the form of "he's done it before, why not me?") of dream realization, only to allow it to be shattered like glass. Sad huh~?
An observation I've made about people is in agreement with the hypothesis of growing old makes you wiser. But I've added an extra clause to it. Wiser only in the ways that you have been horribly treated as a result of social influence.
More about life: Suddenly, my ever failing memory banks brought to my attention motivational stuff I've heard before about goals and dreams; along with how others or yourself poison and steal these dreams away from you. When I look at it from a certain point of view, dreams are similar in nature to promises, meant to be broken (seriously, there ain't much one can do with them). However, we cannot forget the fact that there are always the "lucky" (whether really lucky or not is of no consequence) few who have their dreams merge to become part of this harsh reality that all of us are faced with, giving others a glimmer of hope (in the form of "he's done it before, why not me?") of dream realization, only to allow it to be shattered like glass. Sad huh~?
Friday, October 19, 2007
Shake it Baby~
Life is always enjoyable with crazy things happening around you. Today got to see a pretty exciting dancing routine courtesy of some little girl on board the MRT. Spinning around doing pole dancing. However, for some obvious reasons it was one less of sexy as most would have thought pole dancing to be. However it was still a pretty good, like one of those art-ish displays dances.
Since I can't really remember what I really intended to write about, I'll just go further with the things that I though of during the "dance show". Still can remember one of the first time looking at kids doing the pole dance, I took and photo and offered to show it to one of my friends. Got a little scolding from her. She said I'm one of those perverted voyers and stuff like that. Eventhough I knew her intentions, it kind of got me thinking... whats the point of having camera phones if you mostly bounded by all sorts of principles and not use them at all? Well, I can't really answer the question... but hey, I still like photography :P
Since I can't really remember what I really intended to write about, I'll just go further with the things that I though of during the "dance show". Still can remember one of the first time looking at kids doing the pole dance, I took and photo and offered to show it to one of my friends. Got a little scolding from her. She said I'm one of those perverted voyers and stuff like that. Eventhough I knew her intentions, it kind of got me thinking... whats the point of having camera phones if you mostly bounded by all sorts of principles and not use them at all? Well, I can't really answer the question... but hey, I still like photography :P
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
WoRk + "pLaY"
Recently been loaded with work and some life's stresses. Well, like what some people would say, what's life without challenges? ^.^ I believe in that too. So I slothed my way through by ignoring most of the work in hope they will disappear like magic *hehZ*. FYP reports, the very much stagnating Integrated Design project and quizzes are just a few new school stresses to be added on to the already ignored list of tutorials :P
Just to make life more exciting, this weekend is when the IV team selections will be held. Definitely not something I'll allow to be on hold. As usual, screwed up priorities but I hope things, as in everything including school work will turn out well. After which, I'll have to work out a source of income, cause it'll be time for my holidays! *yeah ^_^* (dream on, long way)
Time to go back to plowing reports and other rubbish that have to to be done またね～
Just to make life more exciting, this weekend is when the IV team selections will be held. Definitely not something I'll allow to be on hold. As usual, screwed up priorities but I hope things, as in everything including school work will turn out well. After which, I'll have to work out a source of income, cause it'll be time for my holidays! *yeah ^_^* (dream on, long way)
Time to go back to plowing reports and other rubbish that have to to be done またね～
Thursday, October 11, 2007
GAY SHOW!
Just a whim, I want to watch "I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry"~
Didn't have much to blog about these few days, but sort of decided to remind myself of how I subscribed for Citibank Clear Card and missed the chance to see the show. No I am not blaming anyone or anything around here. Just a note. ^.^ cheers
Didn't have much to blog about these few days, but sort of decided to remind myself of how I subscribed for Citibank Clear Card and missed the chance to see the show. No I am not blaming anyone or anything around here. Just a note. ^.^ cheers
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Werid DreamZ...
Taking a break from school, I headed to the club house for a nice little nap. as noisy as the place is, I still found for myself a nice little spot and went on into concussion mode. Dreams didn't take very long to kick in either. Strangely, at some point of time, it started to zoom in on a boy dressed in green, looking like a cross between robin and the guy with a pot of gold, whatever he's called. Anyway, the zooming scene sort of brought me back to reality. Still having much time on my hands, I decided to let my fatique take over again and go back to dreamland.
Strangely enough, it didn't take very long for me to be awoken again. More strange was it was the same thing that brought me back. Green boy with the zomming effect. I wonder if there were any real meaning to this dream...
Strangely enough, it didn't take very long for me to be awoken again. More strange was it was the same thing that brought me back. Green boy with the zomming effect. I wonder if there were any real meaning to this dream...
Sunday, October 7, 2007
NTU trios >.<
Much awaited to test myself, today was the day of NTU trios open competition.
Much drama happened even the day before. Charlie had to pull out because of quizzes and thus the team was down and short of one member. I had no idea who to look for till i remember one of my good pals Aug. Good thing his reply was a positive one. However, more drama was to occur the next day to my surprise.
On route to West Mall, I received a sms from aug saying that he just woke up and will only be able to join us at 1330hrs. That was when I was thanking myself that I actually forced him to come meet for lunch at 1215hrs. But I guessed I was glad too early. I finished my lunch at KFC before heading on to meet JY. Reporting timing was 1330. Time was 1310 when horror struck me in the form of an sms from aug. "u all go ahead. I'll reach asap"(or at least it was something in that manner).
At the alley itself, we were at a lost, cause we couldn't figure out what to do. 1 bowler short was not an option. Somehow, just to cut the story short, he came just before everything. And we managed to get a smooth sailing start. But that didn't last for long. My feared problem in the form of a stuck thumb hole resurfaced just halfway through the first game. I fought on hard due to the stuck thumb hole and later started to affect every aspect of my game, especially my mental game. For someone who prides his release as a spinner, I felt hell freezing over. However, I perservered onto using that ball believing that I'm at fault. That happened to be one of my mistakes I guess. I blew the games, wasted spares and missed mulitple simple shots. Felt like my National School's 'A' Div Nightmare...
After the tournament, we decided to carry on bowling just for fun and I found my problem in terms of a ball with differing pitch. Or at least that's what I've suspected it to be. Still pretty puzzled, I've concluded that I shouldn't switch balls at the moment, in view of the upcomming selections. Hope I get throught this time round... >.<
Much drama happened even the day before. Charlie had to pull out because of quizzes and thus the team was down and short of one member. I had no idea who to look for till i remember one of my good pals Aug. Good thing his reply was a positive one. However, more drama was to occur the next day to my surprise.
On route to West Mall, I received a sms from aug saying that he just woke up and will only be able to join us at 1330hrs. That was when I was thanking myself that I actually forced him to come meet for lunch at 1215hrs. But I guessed I was glad too early. I finished my lunch at KFC before heading on to meet JY. Reporting timing was 1330. Time was 1310 when horror struck me in the form of an sms from aug. "u all go ahead. I'll reach asap"(or at least it was something in that manner).
At the alley itself, we were at a lost, cause we couldn't figure out what to do. 1 bowler short was not an option. Somehow, just to cut the story short, he came just before everything. And we managed to get a smooth sailing start. But that didn't last for long. My feared problem in the form of a stuck thumb hole resurfaced just halfway through the first game. I fought on hard due to the stuck thumb hole and later started to affect every aspect of my game, especially my mental game. For someone who prides his release as a spinner, I felt hell freezing over. However, I perservered onto using that ball believing that I'm at fault. That happened to be one of my mistakes I guess. I blew the games, wasted spares and missed mulitple simple shots. Felt like my National School's 'A' Div Nightmare...
After the tournament, we decided to carry on bowling just for fun and I found my problem in terms of a ball with differing pitch. Or at least that's what I've suspected it to be. Still pretty puzzled, I've concluded that I shouldn't switch balls at the moment, in view of the upcomming selections. Hope I get throught this time round... >.<
Friday, October 5, 2007
doWn hiLL bLuR
After feeling a little down, I did what I would have normally done to get my mind off matters that I shouldn't be dwelling over. I went for a jog. It sometimes acts as a reset button after storing up too many crazy and strange emotions suppressed within me.
Somehow, today after "reset" I felt a little better but it everything took a dive all of a sudden. Who knows why... Actually thought of blogging on and on about how I feel today, and stuff that's going through my mind but it gets pretty personal (yes, things that only I should know. No one else) so I decided to leave out my moody expressions today and talk a bit about the crazy sheep throwing, random crazy warring place I've been hanging out at.
For all those who have yet to get it, go get it. Those who already have it, add me! Wahah... its really is great. Capabilities of friendster with a lot more. That would be the best way I would describe it. Full of crazy fun stuff like sheep tossing(not forgetting chickens, fish and cows), vampire biting, zombie making and egg hatching. All sorts of crazy meaningless stuff to do. The perfect ingredient for an evil program! It works against something known as time, by killing it so quickly, before you know it, its already pass bed time!
So go and get hooked and fB(short for facebook) with me! :P
Somehow, today after "reset" I felt a little better but it everything took a dive all of a sudden. Who knows why... Actually thought of blogging on and on about how I feel today, and stuff that's going through my mind but it gets pretty personal (yes, things that only I should know. No one else) so I decided to leave out my moody expressions today and talk a bit about the crazy sheep throwing, random crazy warring place I've been hanging out at.
For all those who have yet to get it, go get it. Those who already have it, add me! Wahah... its really is great. Capabilities of friendster with a lot more. That would be the best way I would describe it. Full of crazy fun stuff like sheep tossing(not forgetting chickens, fish and cows), vampire biting, zombie making and egg hatching. All sorts of crazy meaningless stuff to do. The perfect ingredient for an evil program! It works against something known as time, by killing it so quickly, before you know it, its already pass bed time!
So go and get hooked and fB(short for facebook) with me! :P
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
sTraNge ppl AgaiN~
Just another normal day heading back from school with Wilson and Yangshan. However, the very normal day one of school reopening took a twist. Everything looked situation normal at our arrival at bishan KFC. Coincidentally saw General Oon there too. The stage was set~
After much discussion, Wil and I bought our food and headed back to our "reserved" seats only to find an auntie in probably her late 40s seated at our place. We were both fabagusted. Where did she come from? Because the seats we booked was a 6 seater, I approached the seats and just sat down at where our bags were. I was contend with leting her have the other seats. Just as I was sitting down, I asked if she was alone, so that I could take whatever reminder of the seats for our bulky bags. Her answer was a stunner. In a way sounding like a challenge, she said that she had a lot of friends. However strange, she added in after 5 seconds of lag, her friends are not here. Madness didn't really stop there. As Wil and I decided to ignore her, we chatted along when she decided to butt in and question us and bug us with really strange information, if her slang and choice of words weren't irriating enough. She definitely sounded kind of like my mom. >.< From that second on, we didn't get to have peace, and she rattered on, as some might describe "like a M-16 firing away in automatic". Quickly we chomped down our meal and left quickly.
Life suddenly became normal again...
Somehow, I think life really can change really quickly on you. One moment you're in your every day life. The next moment you could be sucked out into another world all of a sudden. Wonder if there's any meaning behind this. *ponders*
P.S Shan jie, I didn't curse you... don't blame me for your gastric.
After much discussion, Wil and I bought our food and headed back to our "reserved" seats only to find an auntie in probably her late 40s seated at our place. We were both fabagusted. Where did she come from? Because the seats we booked was a 6 seater, I approached the seats and just sat down at where our bags were. I was contend with leting her have the other seats. Just as I was sitting down, I asked if she was alone, so that I could take whatever reminder of the seats for our bulky bags. Her answer was a stunner. In a way sounding like a challenge, she said that she had a lot of friends. However strange, she added in after 5 seconds of lag, her friends are not here. Madness didn't really stop there. As Wil and I decided to ignore her, we chatted along when she decided to butt in and question us and bug us with really strange information, if her slang and choice of words weren't irriating enough. She definitely sounded kind of like my mom. >.< From that second on, we didn't get to have peace, and she rattered on, as some might describe "like a M-16 firing away in automatic". Quickly we chomped down our meal and left quickly.
Life suddenly became normal again...
Somehow, I think life really can change really quickly on you. One moment you're in your every day life. The next moment you could be sucked out into another world all of a sudden. Wonder if there's any meaning behind this. *ponders*
P.S Shan jie, I didn't curse you... don't blame me for your gastric.
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