People~~

For the pass "x" minutes, I've been pondering about something a friend of mine said a long time ago. Quote

When I reviewed this, I can't help to feel that her friend is quite "cannot make it", "why like that one". However, a side of me thought deeper onto the issue and noticed that most people only seek out others in need of "something". Apparently, I do something like that as well. I believe its not something we can help. We are that way by nature, and we are unable, in my opinion, to do otherwise. Ask yourself when you seek someone out, definitely you want something from that person, be it small or big, real or emotional.

Just my penny worth of thoughts. I'm looking out to hear opinions as well, feel free to drop comments and stuff.

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Thoughts about Direction

Many a times, I'd just neglect my blog as its not really important, or there isn't really anything really important to revelation to blog about. I would have to say that I feel kind of down (aka emo) as I feel like I've been doing nothing but shit all my life. I think a lot of time, when people have too much time on hand, they tend to do stupid things and think too much about life. Seeking too much into its meaning brought me into a vicious cycle of wants and things to do, however always, these thoughts brought me no where as it often ends with the line :"all these for? Nothing again?" Makes me feel that direction brings you back to no direction. Its really all becoming a complexity by itself...

Maybe I shouldn't be talking about such philosophical stuff around here but I wonder why people don't talk about planning for 50 or 100 years later, long after they die, as if it mattered in the first place. But isn't that what long term planning actually meant? Probably that's why some humans are just against long term planning XD

PS. I'm back, hope its for good, I'll try to write something as long as anything good comes along. So hang around and make yourself @ home with whatever is left of this pitch black blog. I'll also try to revamp it asap (so to say, when I get the inspiration for design and other stuff to come along with the blog design)

Adam Lambert!!

Suddenly thought of visiting my own blog page and though of updating it again. Its something that I forgot all about and remember only occasionally. (Do not doubt my short term memory). Just wanted to get you cuties out there to maybe drop by my facebook for my not so lagging thoughts as compared to my blog. 

Proceeding with today's impromptu topic, ADAM LAMBERT. I actually have nothing much to say about it, but I personally feel that his new (a few months old already thou) album is quite good. I really like his rocker style music thou I kinda disliked the album shot for the album "For Your Entertainment". Anyway, I think you guys should try it out anyway. Support his album, should be available at all most outlets near you. If you want a demo, try his official website. 

That all for today! 

INVICTUS

Recently been to the movies and caught a show that somewhat resembled "The miracle" (I have not watched The Miracle anyway, but I guess it'll be alike assuming their sports inspiring storyline), Invictus. I've got good reviews for the show in terms of inspiration, however, if you're seeking action, romance, comedy; I'm sorry but you're in the wrong theather. Personally, I found the show extremely inspiring and I've found the show pretty touching in terms of watching people fight for their dreams and so on. That's why for once, I've decided to blog a little on the show after finding the poem so often quoted in the show. Enjoy~

INVICTUS

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

WeLcoMe 2 myY huMbLe bLog

Actually the truth is, even though I've told myself I will only update my blog when I change my skin, I've decided to drop in a post for fun~ Someone special told me that my blog should have lost all its readers due to its inconsistency in post frequency, so I've decided to work on my blog a bit on my free time and maybe you pretty people out there will be able to actually have a nicely frequently updated blog to view courtesy of me!

I'll no longer procrastinate on working on my blogskin (as soon as I'm done playing NBA2k10)!

PS: I feel so busy, yet so free... I wonder if its normal. btw, I wanted to say most prob there will be a mahjong gathering, if interested please put your name down. I'll later check back and get back to you... haha. What are the odds :P

Flying Shoes

Its been months, every thing's been normally kind and "ok-ish". Some ups some downs, reasonable amounts of thing good and bad when suddenly... I saw a bear having steak for lunch in my life...

Yes, its an all low, and somehow, it gets lower and lower. I don't even know where to go next. Just as I've been robbed of happiness, I lost myself next. The next thing happened I couldn't do anything anymore. I felt so frozen. My only outlet was shooting basketball alone at the courts which no longer had its past crowd. There are times when I would just go down and aimlessly shoot hoops, driving hard at rims to try to wear my mind out. Now, I'm nearly totally robbed of that privilege when my beloved basketball sneakers were swiped, literally, right from my door steps. I had to admit, someone is right about one thing, I do turn to my blog when things turn bad >.< serious, things haven't been going on really well for me...

*hai* I'm seeing a vision... numbers that I should buy, perhaps for tomorrow's 4D... that's the only bright side so far.

P.S thanks for leaving my socks and shoe bag behind

Teacher's Day Special

Actually I thought I did do a write up for teachers' day,but some how... it didn't exisit. Maybe I did it in my dream or something. To make up for it, I'll post a lame joke for you guys to figure:

"What kind of potato always says no?"

the answer will be posted soon enough~ meanwhile, you guys who cannot figure the answer can try asking your friends or relatives for help. After all, you've got unlimited use of your contacts for this purpose! Oh and... Happy belated teachers' day to all of you people out there, because I believe that everyone is a teacher, to everyone

^.^ enjoying my waste of blog space? Haven't had much inspirational thoughts recently.. while waiting, visit me on fB and watch videos I post here and there?